wOot woOt !

Alhamdulillah, everythng went smooth for today's shooting, Kak Lin & Abg Hazly's Reception. Aha yrsterday was exception. Ysterday agak sucks, but i manage to handle it, i guess. haha. Harap-harap Asri tk marah. :P But overall, me and Bee had fun today.




Me: Say what bee?
Bee: P to the E, to the A, to the C, to the E. Peacee yaw !

P/S: The pictures will be updated later kerana gua dh kepenatann yg amat. sumpah ngantok. ok, chow.


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Random-nessss .

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The Day When He's Just Not That Into You .

Well, it's a sunday night. I should be in Rasa Sayang right now. But i dont feel like going. So i just stayed at home and watched the movie that i waited for soo long to watch, "He's just Not that into you". hee. The movie was aweesomee ! Despite of Scarlett Johannsson, the hot yoga instructor, and Drew Barrymore yang cute, i just love how the story goes. Witty, funny, and it's just beautiful story. :) I don't like to write a sinopsis so much. So i end up with this inspired quote which quoted by Gigi at the end of the story. Enjoy. Oh not to forget, i love the Friday, i'm in love by The cure, the OST song too. hee.


"every movie we see, every story we're told implores us to wait for it: the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. but sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell the ones who want us from the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is just moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this: knowing after all the unreturned phone calls and broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment... you never gave up hope."


Yes, never gv up hope, no matter what you do, in every aspects. :)


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8 AM .

Spend your 15 mins every morning with hearty breakfast will guarantee you a brighter day. Eh tp kalau you jatuh tangga atau tersepak batu on your way to anywhere, jgn salah kn sy. :P While reading newspaper, or listen to Hot.fm Am crew is the best. Hee.

My breakfast of the Day :

2 half boiled eggs
3 slices of breads
Marigold Cranberry n Apple juice mix with fresh milk <<- pernah cuba? Cuba lah ! :D


Okay, sambung blaja. Yess ptg ni last paperrr ! WEee ~ Wish me luck! ok, FOCUS !


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Life's like playing card? No?

From my previous entry, 'aw Pokka again?' .

"i wish a balanced life, love and laugh. no one wish to be sadder. the happiest moment in one's life is to love and being loved by someone else. give us the courage to move on, to live this life no matter how hard it is. who's perfect? expect me to be one? forever i won't be, cause nobody does. everyone made mistakes, so do i. and so do you. but mistakes will always be a mistake if you do not try to improve it, if you don't try to change it for good. it's hard, i know. but it's for ourself, for our own happiness. i believe that life's perfect when happiness is there, no matter what you do. believe in ourself."


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and it makes me smile. Yes believe. :)

Why i love blogging? Personally, blogging could be your best friend, your best diary, when you can write anythng, your personal point of view, your review, your poem, put your pictures, ah pendek kate sume bole ltk. Mungkin org kate, mcm nk overexposed diri sendiri je? actly tidak. It's not to overexposed oneself. It's actly teach us to value every single thng that happen in our life. To appreciate ourself more. Believe it or not, when it comes to certain period of time, you will realize how blogging can be meaningful. You will smile, when you read your old posts and your entry can be your reminder how special you are when you're down. When you thnk life's unfair, you're wrong because life's being totally fair to you. Everythng happen for reason. It might take some times to reveal the reason why it happens. It doesn't matter because yang paling penting, we appreciate every single thng in our life. That's why we called life's a journey. By blogging, i express myself into my own words, into my own rhythm. Like how i like it. :) So no offense. I hope. hee.



Reminder to Myself : Hello, ur exm is on 20th ok? tk sedar lg? gahh, sy cuak kerana sy begitu rilex. :( chaiyokk ! FOCUSSS !

ok chow. i'm wasting too much time. haha.


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I Remember .

When I almost left out, when i almost gave up,

I remember,
Your hope .
Your love .
Your wish .
Your tenderness .
Because you're the first on my mind. Mom & Dad

I'll remember,
your dream Merc kompressor,
your dream vacation to Mecca,
your dream house,
my EOS 50D,
my dream Audi,
my dream condo,
my mission,
and most importantly,
to support you, my love one.

I'll make it real,
It's a long journey,
It's not easy,
and i am on my way,
I'm gonna be right there.

Zawani Zakaria

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the Fighter .

Bagan Lalang, Sepang. 12/5/09, 6.56pm.

.. Because life is about fight for our future.

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No doubt .

.. because it's all about hope,
and you just need to believe with all your soul.








God, i know there's a path for everyone
I must believe and keep holding on.
I never let my fears conquer me
cos i know in my heart what i can be.

Holding On by Taufiq Batisah

Bismillahi tawakkal 'alAllah.

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If Everyone Cared .

No one cried.

From Rumah Limpahan Kasih. I had a really good time with them. They are fun, friendly, and always smile like there's nothing goes wrong. :)












POV :
We tend to neglect small thngs that might effect our whole life. Awareness. Care ppl around you. God bless.


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Love is Rainbow .

I had a splendid weekend last week. A hectic weekend i supposed but i enjoyed it so much. On last Saturday and Sunday, i joined Mal and Bear to Shah Alam for the solemnisation of Munira and Fauzy. I learned a lot of skills from Bear and getting ready to spark the next job. I just can't wait !

On Sunday i had a Charity Event with my colleagues and it was held at Rumah Limpahan Kasih, Puchong. It was fun to spend time with them, play with them, to see their happy faces and i had a really good time with them indeed especially with Fatih, a 5 yrs old boy. Dia sgt sgt comel, with mata yang sepet dan sgt la peramah. hehe. Looking forward to spend time with them again. I wish to have sorang anak angkat, when i hv my stable financial in 1 yr time, insyaAllah. ehe. :)

Well, this is from Solemnisation of Fauzy & Munira.























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A Little Bit of Something .

I pray for patience.

I pray for strength.

Because without You, i can't go far. dan saya rasa agak weak and i can't focus like i did, like 2 months before. and I beg you God, give me chance to finish what i've started, to finish it well, and to be someone my parents and everyone can be proud of.


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The Day I'm Gonna Be A Shining Star, Fancy Clothes and Fancy Car.

And then you'll see, i gonna go far.
Cause everyone knows who you are.

So live your life,
Instead of chasing that paper,
Live your life,
You got no time for no haters,
So live your life,
No telling you where it will take you,
So i just live my life.

Live Your life by Rihanna Ft. T.I

Today, i realize what's the power of sharing and how it change the way i take thngs personally. It doesn't matter if you're the one who share thngs, or you're the one who listen to it.

When i share thngs, my journey, or my feeling, or when i motivating other ppl, i am actly motivating myself. I am actly reminding myself. I am actly, attracting the positive vibration that might be fade slowly before.

And when i listen to other's journey, or their feeling and when they gving me motivation, i learn to accept, i learn to listen more, speak less, i learn to visualize, and i learn to change. .


I am building myself. I am blur, and i am slow. But it's ok, cos i know though it might take some times, i'm gonna be far, i'm gonna get what i want. I really inspired by the song sang by Rihanna, Live Your Life. I love the rap part by T.I.


"Nevermind what haters say, ignore them 'til they fade away.
Amazing they ungreat for after all the game I gave away.
Safe to say I paved the way, for you can't get paid today.
You still be wasting days away, nah had I never saved the day."

"Some move away to make a way not move away cause they afraid.
I'll go back to the hood and all you ever did was hate away.
I pray for patience but they make me want to face away."

"Where you from, who you know, what you make and what kind of car you in.
Seems as though you lost sight of whats important with the positive.
And checks into your bank account, and you're about poverted.
Your values is a disarrayed, prioritized are horribly.
Unhappy with the riches cause you piss poor morraly.
Ignoring all prior advice and fore warning.
And we might be full of ourselves all of a sudden aren't we?"


See, not all raps are bad. :P Neutralize the negative, and surely we will be positive.

Reminder to myself : Again, focus ! Time won't wait for ya.


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NOTED !

Well nothing much to share.
I totally need a break right now.
Too many thngs need to settle down. Gah !
Assgmnt, lab report, photoblog, business planning and MIDTERM TESTT !

So to sum up everything, this is my shout out of the week :


I NEED A VACATION !! :(



My Wishlist :
> Trip to Boracay Island, Filipine. (4D/3N)
> EOS 500D. *big grins*
> Trip to Sipadan Island, Sabah. (4D/3N)


I hope everythng's gonna be fine. and i hope i could get my beautiful getaway as soon as i finish 'em all. Yes, gonna settle 'em soon. AaaaaAAaa i can't wait. *take a deep breath* Okay, focus focus.

Reminder for myself : JGN MALAS ! WORK VERY DAMN HARD. FOCUS.

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Melawan Kesepian .

1.21PM, still awake.
I couldn't sleep. Maybe i took too much caffeine today.

Dear Diary,
While slipped through my old entries, reminiscing through over the past yrs of my life,
i realize there're so many 'spontaneous' incidents happen in between.
April 2008, will not be the same as April 2009.
Yes, there will be no accidents in life. Good or bad, there're always be a reason.
It happen so fast, you just can't stop.
I'd become what i can't be.
I wished for something worthless.
I leaned on someone feckless.
But one thing right now,
Relationship, friendship, happiness and sorrow, it's just .. priceless.
Ups and downs, complete me to be a better man.
I was burned, but it's just another lesson learned.
Laughter and tears, always be my best meditation.
For the better or worst,
I'll never stop moving.
I'll never stop walking, till the end of my life.

Zawani Zakaria

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Listening to : Melawan Kesepian

Apapun yang terjadi
Berjalanlah tanpa henti
Air mata tertahan
Waktu untuk dijatuhkan

Nanti kita kan tahu
Betapa bijaknya hidup
Sepahit apapun ini
Pelajaran yang berarti

Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan merubah apa pun
Semoga mampu ku lawan
Kesepianku .

Apapun yang terjadi
Berjalanlah tanpa henti ..


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Cuppa Coffee Made My Day Brighter !

Yes, i just can't live without coffee.

I'm not that crave to coffee before i reached my 20's. Eheh, mcm dh tua sgt je aku ni. To be clear, i hate coffee when i was 18. Selalu merungut kenapalaa org suka sgt minum coffee, apa laa yg best sgt kt coffee ni. But now, here you go, i am addicting to it, i'm loving it till i think it's too much, too bad for my health.

At this moment, coffee is my best mate when i'm stress, the best drink to chill out, the best breakfast, the best companion semasa study. hehe. I've read so many articles revealing the secret about coffee, the bad and good thng about coffee. So to get myself moderate in caffeine intake, i gotta control it.

Addicting to coffee doesn't mean you need to drop at Starbucks everyday, chill out at Dome with your friends regularly. kan? Simple atmosphere at home, chill out at the balcony with your coffee is best enough for me. To make my coffee taste *umphh!*, i add Van Houtan Pure Soluble Cocoa Powder. To hv some chunkie in my coffee, i add crushed hazelnut into it. Put some ice. Voilaa ~ The best homemade coffee. haha. :P See? We always need to spice up our life. Eh our coffee. hehe. Nk beli coffee pn tk yah mahal2. I drink Gold Nescafe. Nanti dh ada rumah sendiri, i'll buy the coffee maker, put it at barista corner. Aww. Eheh, lebih2 plk.

What i love ..
@ Theobroma Chocolate Lounge : Princess Of Iceland & Snow White Mocha (RM10.50-RM12.00)
- Seriously, i am sooo in love with the drinks. Yes, two thumbs up for them !

@ Starbucks : Java Chip Frappe & Green Tea Frappe (RM11.00-RM13.00)
- I love the Java chip inside! and that's how i inspire myself to put hazelnut chunkie in my coffee. hehe.

@ OldTown White Coffee : Nanyang Memorably & Ice White Coffee (RM3.50-RM4.50)
- I love the atmosphere, especially at Oldtown at Bangsar South City. The price range also not bad.

@ToastBox : Ice Coffee (rm2.50)
- Kopi kampung nye sgt kawwww ! ;P


So, for those coffee lover, do share with me what's ur favourite and how you love about your coffee. And do share with me how you spice up your coffee too. :D

Hv a great day everyone ! and don't forget to bright up your day with cuppa coffee ~

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