Mimpi tinggal Mimpi .

Tak bisakah kau menunggu ku ..

Tak bisakah kau menyayangi ku ..

dan

Tak bisakah kau memahami ku ..

truly,
zawani zakaria

love.

As I Am .

Sometimes, i wanted to be like you ..

sometimes, i wish i could have everything ..

to be happier each and every time ..

to fly,

and jump high to reach the sky ..

And sometimes,

i wish i could have you forever .

i wish i could be whatever you want me to be ..

stylish and feminine ..

calm and gentle ..

cool and patient ..

always be there to hold your hands ..

But here i am ..

always lose a chance ..

cold and impatient .

i can't be your superwoman ..

i can't be your everything ..

though i've tried, nothing's seems right again .

As i sleep, and i dream ..

that one day you will back in my arms,

but another day when i wake up,

i realize a dream is just a dream ..

and you can't stop time,

and make it as how you want it to be .

And now i understand ..

happiness is all about to enjoy every moments ..

fall or rise, i will gladly stand,

to be as i am ..

who cares bout what others say,

cos everything is a challange ..

and they'll never weaken me .

Y special Notes

.:: to all my friends, saya mau meminta maaf jika ada salah dan silap atau tersalah ckp before atau pun terkasar bhs. (cewah, mcm raya plk. hehe)sy ckp mmg kasar sket dan kadangkala, sy ni mmg suka ckp lepas. jd, sy nk minta maaf kpd sesape yg terasa ek. oh muka sy mmg serius, tp jgn la salah sangka.. sy ni tk sombong org nye. ngehehee.. ;P

.:: and to you, DD .. i always wish you well.. and i hope evrythng's fine and selamat berbahagia. i hope you gonna be a better person and a good muslim, soon, in'Allah..

.:: oh utk sesape shj, jika ada ketidakpuasan terhadap sy, sila hubungi sy terus atau berjumpa sy utk selesai kan masalah anda. no need to be anonymous. just you and me. jgn biarkan penyakit hati anda berleluasa. ok? peace !

have a nice day everyone !

Love .

my TOP 3 .

Wish i could fly to the paradise now . .

sy bosan ~ dan tiada apa yg menarik utk dilakukan, jd sy pn buat la survey ini. hehe.


THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
1- waney
2- aniz
3- zawani

THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:
1- 1/6
2- my family's birthdate.
3- the day when i .. fallen and broken. ( hehe.. )

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST AN HOUR:
1- bathe.
2- maghrib prayer.
3- chatting.

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1- being optimistic.
2- smile a lott !
3- spend time at the beach whenever i feel depress !

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AS FOR NOW
1- All You Wanted - Michelle Branch.
2- 4 Minutes - Justin Timberlake ft Madonna.
3- For The Record - Mariah Carey.

THREE THINGS YOU LOVE IN A GUY/GIRL:
1- Sense of humour.
2- Understanding.
3- Caring.

THREE PEOPLE YOU MISS:
1- the old MILK. (seriously, i miss all those moments that we had.)
2- Liza. (my bestie since i was secondary.)
3- Reef Lover participants ! ;)

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1- necklace or bracelet.
2- new nikon. (ngeee :P )
3- perfume !

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
1- traveling and sightseeing.
2- cooking.
3- photography.

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR NEXT VACATION:
1- Sipadan.
2- Maldives.
3- Mekah.

THREE FAVORITE CARTOON/ANIME CHARACTERS:
1- Blossom in PowerPuff Girls.
2- Sailor Jupiter in Sailormoon.
3- Shin Chan !

THREE MALLS YOU USUALLY GO TO:
1- KLCC.
2- Jusco.
3- Sunway Pyramid.

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS:
1- Coffee.
2- Green Tea.
3- Mineral Water always the best. hehe.

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR pocket:
1- my cents.
2- tissue.
3- my mp3 (i put in my pocket sometimes.)

THREE FAVOURITE PERFUME
1- Euphoria by CK.
2- Hypnose by Lancome.
3- True Star by Tommy Hilfiger.

THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
1- Blue Green.
2- Brown.
3- Black.

TOP THREE HANGOUTS:
1- My breezy room ! :D
2- The Coast Alamanda. (my work place.)
3- Starbucks.

Sekian Terima Kasih. hee.



Love.

When we risk it all .

We can't blame others when love dwindles away -
For we knew from the start it never promised to stay.

It's just one of those things were the stakes are high -
And sometimes it's forever, and sometimes it's good-bye.

When you love the right way, you will never lose -
No matter what path life may force you to choose.

You may end up with tears, or a broken heart -
But you knew what you signed up for from the start.

You can only give what you've got to give -
And if that's not enough, then you must continue to live.

Life will go on and broken hearts will heal -
You must continue on your quest, for that's the deal.

Throw your heart into life, and never stall -
For the greatest risk is to risk nothing at all.

You see, love is the only thing that we know -
That can be divided and divided but continue to grow.

And life isn't long enough to lock away our heart -
Just because life may have forced two people apart.

We will continue to love and continue to lose -
We will continue to pick and continue to choose.

And then one day we will just risk it all -
Take the chains off our hearts and dismantle the wall.

The last time we love will be the forever -
And never again will our hearts be forced to sever.

We'll never have doubts that it'll go away -
Because this time, it'll be here to stay.

But until then we must endure all the pain -
For we only see sunshine if we can wait through the rain.


(1st March 2004)

love.

Rainbow after the rain.

broken inside, bleeding hard,
when you're gone, when you hate me with your closed heart.
maybe it's time to make the choice on my own,
eventhough i know the risk of being alone.
i don't care what people said and thought,
all i know is i wanna make it worth of all.
maybe i'm not strong when i'm alone,
but rather than pain, i think i had enough.
feel empty inside, but it's okay.
cause it heals with time, everythng gonna be alright.
i'll keep my faith as long as i live.
life's kind and you will see,
they treat you fine when you believe..




to my dearest Qase,
laugh and tears, i'll be here beside.




love.

Happy Birthday, Azraai !

Happy Birthday to you !

May all your wishes come true ~ (amin)
god bless !






cheers. :)

Fantastic Redang.

Memorable trip. 7 days trip, with 63 students. There, we stayed at Pulau Pinang, the small island beside Redang which also known as marine park. The scenery was great, can't miss the crystal blue water, the easy breezy breeze, fun ppl, enjoy every moments. I just miss the whole thing ! We did a lot of activities like cleaning, meeting village ppl, snorkelling, taking pictures (is a must!), charity works and lots more.

the crowd during day time.

they love photography too !

newly born cute little turtle.

On day 4 and 5, we spent the whole day at main island, Redang. Really enjoyed the breathtaking view, the island hopping and also some fun games with small kids at school.

at Redang .

Leisure .

Musical Chair with fun kids.

Musical Chair with, err, org dewasa. hehe.

We're at 2nd place ! yeay.

Can't have it enough, i just can't believe that we're already hit the last day of the trip. Every moment is a treasure, precious and memorable. and especially on the 2nd nite, i manage to see a shooting star ! it's like a dream. i had a wish. :) Wish i could stay there more longer. oh and also thanks guys for the surprise on my birthday ! Really appreciate it. Never in my life, received a birthday wish from 50 ppls at the same time. thanks again ! :) Redang gv me 1001 memories that i'll never forget.

on my birthday !

My birthday present ! hehe.

Persatuan ~

gonna miss u guys !

Till then, love.