Tuesday, April 28, 2009

A Little Bit of Something .

I pray for patience.

I pray for strength.

Because without You, i can't go far. dan saya rasa agak weak and i can't focus like i did, like 2 months before. and I beg you God, give me chance to finish what i've started, to finish it well, and to be someone my parents and everyone can be proud of.


Thursday, April 23, 2009

The Day I'm Gonna Be A Shining Star, Fancy Clothes and Fancy Car.

And then you'll see, i gonna go far.
Cause everyone knows who you are.

So live your life,
Instead of chasing that paper,
Live your life,
You got no time for no haters,
So live your life,
No telling you where it will take you,
So i just live my life.
Live Your life by Rihanna Ft. T.I

Today, i realize what's the power of sharing and how it change the way i take thngs personally. It doesn't matter if you're the one who share thngs, or you're the one who listen to it.

When i share thngs, my journey, or my feeling, or when i motivating other ppl, i am actly motivating myself. I am actly reminding myself. I am actly, attracting the positive vibration that might be fade slowly before.

And when i listen to other's journey, or their feeling and when they gving me motivation, i learn to accept, i learn to listen more, speak less, i learn to visualize, and i learn to change.

I am building myself. I am blur, and i am slow. But it's ok, cos i know though it might take some times, i'm gonna be far, i'm gonna get what i want. I really inspired by the song sang by Rihanna, Live Your Life. I love the rap part by T.I.

"Nevermind what haters say, ignore them 'til they fade away.
Amazing they ungreat for after all the game I gave away.
Safe to say I paved the way, for you can't get paid today.
You still be wasting days away, nah had I never saved the day."

"Some move away to make a way not move away cause they afraid.
I'll go back to the hood and all you ever did was hate away.
I pray for patience but they make me want to face away."

"Where you from, who you know, what you make and what kind of car you in.
Seems as though you lost sight of whats important with the positive.
And checks into your bank account, and you're about poverted.
Your values is a disarrayed, prioritized are horribly.
Unhappy with the riches cause you piss poor morraly.
Ignoring all prior advice and fore warning.
And we might be full of ourselves all of a sudden aren't we?"

See, not all raps are bad. :P Neutralize the negative, and surely we will be positive.

Reminder to myself : Again, focus ! Time won't wait for ya.


Tuesday, April 14, 2009


Well nothing much to share.
I totally need a break right now.
Too many thngs need to settle down. Gah !
Assgmnt, lab report, photoblog, business planning and MIDTERM TESTT !

So to sum up everything, this is my shout out of the week :


My Wishlist :
> Trip to Boracay Island, Filipine. (4D/3N)
> EOS 500D. *big grins*
> Trip to Sipadan Island, Sabah. (4D/3N)

I hope everythng's gonna be fine. and i hope i could get my beautiful getaway as soon as i finish 'em all. Yes, gonna settle 'em soon. AaaaaAAaa i can't wait. *take a deep breath* Okay, focus focus.

Reminder for myself : JGN MALAS ! WORK VERY DAMN HARD. FOCUS.


Monday, April 6, 2009

Melawan Kesepian .

1.21PM, still awake.
I couldn't sleep. Maybe i took too much caffeine today.

Dear Diary,
While slipped through my old entries, reminiscing through over the past yrs of my life,
i realize there're so many 'spontaneous' incidents happen in between.

April 2008, will not be the same as April 2009.
Yes, there will be no accidents in life. Good or bad, there're always be a reason.
It happen so fast, you just can't stop.
I'd become what i can't be.
I wished for something worthless.
I leaned on someone feckless.
But one thing right now,
Relationship, friendship, happiness and sorrow, it's just .. priceless.
Ups and downs, complete me to be a better man.
I was burned, but it's just another lesson learned.
Laughter and tears, always be my best meditation.
For the better or worst,
I'll never stop moving.
I'll never stop walking, till the end of my life.

Zawani Zakaria


Listening to : Melawan Kesepian

Apapun yang terjadi
Berjalanlah tanpa henti
Air mata tertahan
Waktu untuk dijatuhkan

Nanti kita kan tahu
Betapa bijaknya hidup
Sepahit apapun ini
Pelajaran yang berarti

Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan merubah apa pun
Semoga mampu ku lawan
Kesepianku .

Apapun yang terjadi
Berjalanlah tanpa henti ..


Thursday, April 2, 2009

Cuppa Coffee Made My Day Brighter !

Yes, i just can't live without coffee.

I'm not that crave to coffee before i reached my 20's. Eheh, mcm dh tua sgt je aku ni. To be clear, i hate coffee when i was 18. Selalu merungut kenapalaa org suka sgt minum coffee, apa laa yg best sgt kt coffee ni. But now, here you go, i am addicting to it, i'm loving it till i think it's too much, too bad for my health.

At this moment, coffee is my best mate when i'm stress, the best drink to chill out, the best breakfast, the best companion semasa study. hehe. I've read so many articles revealing the secret about coffee, the bad and good thng about coffee. So to get myself moderate in caffeine intake, i gotta control it.

Addicting to coffee doesn't mean you need to drop at Starbucks everyday, chill out at Dome with your friends regularly. kan? Simple atmosphere at home, chill out at the balcony with your coffee is best enough for me. To make my coffee taste *umphh!*, i add Van Houtan Pure Soluble Cocoa Powder. To hv some chunkie in my coffee, i add crushed hazelnut into it. Put some ice. Voilaa ~ The best homemade coffee. haha. :P See? We always need to spice up our life. Eh our coffee. hehe. Nk beli coffee pn tk yah mahal2. I drink Gold Nescafe. Nanti dh ada rumah sendiri, i'll buy the coffee maker, put it at barista corner. Aww. Eheh, lebih2 plk.

What i love ..
@ Theobroma Chocolate Lounge : Princess Of Iceland & Snow White Mocha (RM10.50-RM12.00)
- Seriously, i am sooo in love with the drinks. Yes, two thumbs up for them !

@ Starbucks : Java Chip Frappe & Green Tea Frappe (RM11.00-RM13.00)
- I love the Java chip inside! and that's how i inspire myself to put hazelnut chunkie in my coffee. hehe.

@ OldTown White Coffee : Nanyang Memorably & Ice White Coffee (RM3.50-RM4.50)
- I love the atmosphere, especially at Oldtown at Bangsar South City. The price range also not bad.

@ToastBox : Ice Coffee (rm2.50)
- Kopi kampung nye sgt kawwww ! ;P

So, for those coffee lover, do share with me what's ur favourite and how you love about your coffee. And do share with me how you spice up your coffee too. :D

Hv a great day everyone ! and don't forget to bright up your day with cuppa coffee ~