Splashh-ed !

Yesterday on 7th, me and friends went to Sg Lentang, Pahang again ! This time i had extra joy sbb sy dpt bermain air dgn seronoknya ! lol. Well, the wheather was good, with fun ppl, i could not hv a reason to not enjoy the moment. Here's some pictures taken during the mandi-manda. Mostly not taken by me sbb sy pn nak ber-vain jgk. :P

the cute-est picture. haha. sume nk buat muka comell je. :P


Aizam, the next the Rock? (the red shirt) :P


Aizam, u just get caught ! u can't hide anythng cos my camera can capture everythng. haha. Tk perasan sape yg capture this picture. But look at Aizam's face. What thee..? :P


He didn't realize someone is stalking on him. :P


So, hv a nice weekend everyone ! Peace frm me. and yes, no WAR ! :)



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The Day I Cried .

On the day i had my pride.
Yet, the real journey is just begin.
On 28th Feb, i'm glad that i've completed my task to be a 'C' post. Alhamdulillah, after 3 months struggling, fighting the emotion, and turndowns from some ppl, i'm proud that i am now one step forward to a new chapter. I gotta say it's not that easy to achieve it, but as long as you just do it without knowing the give up words, someday and one day you will achieve what you wanted. My secret is just one, keep believing it.

Positive vibration is another key. When i was still new dlm bln 11 last yr, Abg Nas hv told me about the positive vibration. He said to us, to keep moving, we must hv the positive vibrations in ourselves. That vibration will help us to overcome any obstacle that inteferes us. I thought it's just a joke. Positive vibration, what? I can't feel any. hehe. But after reading a book at MPH last January, called The Law Of Attraction, i've started to attract that vibration, and keep my believe that yes, i can do, i can achieve it. It helps me to move forward, and to keep me doing it without gving up. Thanks to all that supported me, especially to Kak Ainor, Aizam, Abg Nas, Hafiq and others.

My special thanks to my family, especially to my mom and my siblings. You guys gv me strength to keep moving. To mama, K.long takkan kecewakan mama. Terima kasih kerana percayakan K.long. Terima kasih kerana berdiri disebelah K.long. I will never gv up.

Terima Kasih utk semua.


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Lu pikir la sendiri !

I've been tagged by Am Sarawak.
(p/s: sorry le am lmbt buat. been bz lately. so here we go, i did it today.)

Sila berikan kegunaan lain yang digunakan oleh anda kepada barang-barang yang dinyatakan di bawah...(maksudnya bukan kegunaan sebenar barang tu tapi kegunaan tambahan yang anda buat la dengan barang tu, kira diaplikasikan oleh anda... konon kreatif la tu!)


1) Anak Kunci
kegunaan asal - untuk kunci pintu, laci dan apa2 yg berkunci
kegunaan sampingan difikir - sbg senjata. diletakkan dicelah jari utk menumbuk.

2) Penutup Pen
kegunaan asal - tutup pen, x nak kasi dakwat kering
kegunaan sampingan difikir - pengganti cotton bud. dgn tk senonohnye, pengorek telinga. wtf?

3) Botol Mineral
kegunaan asal - tempat simpan air
kegunaan sampingan difikir - potong tgh2, hiaskan utk jd tmpat simpan pen and pensel.

4) Paper lama
kegunaan asal - boleh digunakan utk buat draft paper
kegunaan sampingan difikir - gunting kecik2, sbg material utk buat birthday card or any cards. (ye sy selalu buat.)

5) Seluar 'D' lama
kegunaan asal - pakai kat dalam bukan di luar
kegunaan sampingan difikir - ok, i can't thnk any of it. so buang je dlm tong smpah, dan recycle. dpt rm5 at least kot? haha. (like ewww?)

6) Lesung batu
kegunaan asal - menumbuk belacan, dsb
kegunaan sampingan difikir - menumbuk org?

7) Langsir
kegunaan asal - perhiasan umah/keceriaan umah
kegunaan sampingan difikir - sbg cadar katil. (last option bile sume cadar hbs dibasuh)

8) Komputer office
kegunaan asal - membuat keja rasmi
kegunaan sampingan difikir - membuat kerja tk rasmi, spt chatting ngan YB, bermyspace dgn menteri, dan check flickr.

9) Duit syiling
kegunaan asal - nak lengkapkan duit kertas
kegunaan sampingan difikir - sbg pengganti jangka lukis, bila nk lukis bulat.

10) Laman Blog
kegunaan asal - menulis dan mencari sahabat lama dan baru. tukar2 pendapat
kegunaan sampingan difikir - sbg tempat melepaskan marah, mengumpat, bergossip, menambahkan dosa dan sebagainya. (lu pikirr la sendiri ! :P )

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Huh, cuak nye ! Another 4 days remain. I pray to god, everythng gonna be as what i plan.
Bismillahi tawakkal 'alAllah.

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Watch Out !

From now on, i will :

1. Monitor and jot down what i eat everyday. (Lately, i've been neglecting my meal so much and took too much of junk food in between, haihh)
2. Do physical activities 3 times a week for 60 minutes. (For 4 months, i stop yoga and become lazier to do physical activities, and it makes my body stiffed. -_-'' )
3. Lower down my caffein intake. (From 3 cups to 1 cup a day)
4. Try to not skip my class. (yea i know i know, i shouldn't. When i'd lack of sleep, with my tiring body, i become lazy)

I hope i could slowly change my routine to lead a better way of life. Woohoo !

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The Love of Being Green.

On last Sunday, 15th Februari, me and Ahmad joined my society for a day trip to Hutan Lipur Sg. Lentang, Pahang. I was overjoyed since dh lama sgt2 tk pegi ke air terjun. Hutan Lipur Sg. Lentang is just 45 minutes from kl and it was really a relaxing place. Promised you with great scenery.

While everyone excited utk mandi sg, me and Ahmad pegi explore around for our photoshooting. Igt nk mandi sungai ptg-ptg sket, last-last tk mandi langsung pn, agak rugi but tk pe, next time boleh pegi utk bermandi-manda shj. hehe. Anyway, it was pleasure to hv Ahmad for this time photoshooting and i learnt a lot of techniques and skills frm him. So to Ahmad, tlg jgn mengaku kamu noob ok. :P Here's some of the snapshots taken during dat day.







The director.

Us !

More pictures at : www.flickr.com/photos/blissfulaniz

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Woot woot !

Yeay, finally i'm able to access internet as usual. Seminggu rasa mcm berada di bawah tempurung kelapa yg sempit dan gelap. So many thngs to update, so many thngs to plan out. dan paling penting, i just can't wait for April to comee ! Sekali lagi my lovely trio group, me, Bee and K.ina akan memulakan pengembaraan kami. Eceh, pengembaraan la sgt. We gonna tour another island !

Alhamdulillah, i'm glad everythng become better. Things become easier right now when i manage to slowly adapt with my new atmosphere. It's not easy, but it's not hard either. It's just simple, it will come when u believe. and i believe and holding on. :)

So, wait for another updates ! have a nice day everyone !

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Wanna be Hot?

Just show some anger .

hot kan? *yeah, ignore me for seconds again for this.* :P

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The day i thought i wanna stop fighting.

But i realize it's such a waste to stop right here, right now when i've been through half of the tough journey. I'd be the stupid-est person in the world if i stop now. I swear for myself and my parents' sake, i won't stop.

I know Tuhan lebih mengetahui apa disebalik kesusahan yg aku alami sekarang. I sat alone in the bus ystrday, and reminiscing my past. Somehow i realize that past experience had made me like this. Yes, to be a tougher person, a different person i never thought i would be. Tuhan beri kesusahan, bukan semestinya Dia tk sayangkan ciptaan-Nya. Aku percaya satu hari nanti kesusahan yg ku alami sekarang akan berakhir dan kegembiraan itu akan dtg. Kesusahan dan ujian itu juga yg membuatkan aku lebih kuat. I believe everythng happen in life for reasons. I just need to be strong.

For myself and for those who nearly gving up, here a song for u.


Jangan Berhenti - Ruffedge

Sememangnya kita sering dilanda dengan pertanyaan
Bagaimana untuk maju ke hadapan
Jika kita asyik duduk dalam kegelapan

Sememangnya akan ada yang iri hati dengan kita
Cuba menjatuhkan oh dengan harapan
Agar kita tidak kan bertemu kejayaan

Pernah dulu ku rasakan hampir hilang semua
Bersaing dengan gelap kegagalan
Kecewa dan sedih jadi teman
Ku pasti inilah lumrah di dalam kehidupan
Menangis sebelum kita ke depan Tapi kini...

Chorus
Ku rasakan bagaikan sinar yang terang
Dari langit yang dipancarkan ke bumi
Jauh daripada rasa sepi
Perasaan, inginku berpijak lebih tinggi
Dan meneruskan perjuangan ini
Janganlah kita berhenti di sini

Sebenarnya diri kita mempunyai cita-cita,
Jika putus asa maka takkan rasa
Bagaimana terangnya hidup bila berjaya

Kalau kita asyik terus mendengar kata yang tak tulus
Harus kita ambil semua serius jika tidak
Masa depan kita kan terhapus

Pernah dulu ku rasakan hampir hilang semua
Bersaing dengan gelap kegagalan
Kecewa dan sedih jadi teman
Ku pasti inilah lumrah di dalam kehidupan
Menangis sebelum kita ke depan
Tapi kini...Masih ada ruang kita bergerak bebas
Mencari-cari apa yang telah hilang
Oh kita ada bersama hingga kini
Tetap sabar, terima kasih semua....


still, i believe.

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So What?

During Mq Nas Birthday Celebration, Hot in Hat Party.





Mq Ainor with her beloved Rx8.










Me with Mq Nas.


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Oh Wow Panjangnya !

How did you feel when u know someone has his/her eyes on u? or perhaps, spying on u? Mesti terasa bangga kan? Yelah, igt artis je ke ada gossip2 liar? Org biasa pn sure tk terlepas punya, kan? Kenapa berlakunya situation dengki-mendengki, benci-membenci dan terus akan ada adegan mengumpat dan bergossip? Kenapa ye?

Sometimes when i think about it, it's kinda funny. For me, mungkin mereka kurang diberi perhatian. Atau mungkin itu lifestyle mereka, just for fun, utk mencari dosa lebih? Or maybe, they're envious? Maybe it's not their fault when they're selfless. Sounds pathetic aren't they? Whatever the reason is, i don't bother what's on your mind. I mean, at all.

When i first received a comment from the anonymous regarding my entry in my blog, i was shocked and mad. Perasaan bercampur, smpai rasa nk menangis. heh.

Anonymous has left a new comment on your post "Summary of May .":

true n true ur stupid. do you know what love means anyway ? u always let ur self cheated for like zillionss of guys..do they cheat ? or u syok sendiri jer? u should be smart enough to think n love your self. not give everything. everyone knows u slept with many guys.. obviously kan.. thats why i said.. u give everything.. without thinking.

Wow, like a god? Act like they know everything inside out of me. Hebat kan die ni? Sbb tu i was shocked masa first time baca. Bkn la bermaksud nk tunjuk who really i am, teruk ke bagus ke.. Tak. Actly bnyk lg i received frm the anonymous. Tk payah la paste kat sini kan. Tapi tkpe, mungkin she/he try to leave a good msg there. Tapi tk perlu la anonymous, cos if you want to talk sthng good and u sure u're right, u dont hv to be afraid to show who you really are. But the question is, are u?

I've learnt that bila org memberi nasihat, take what he/she said, without looking at siapa yg memberi teguran tu. Because if u really wanna be a someone, u need to listen more. So i did. For ages, i try to build my self-confidence, self-control and acceptance to others. It's not easy to change, but in life, we need to. Resistance, is normal. Like i told earlier, jgn kan artis, org biasa like me, tk terlepas dpd pandangan org lain, tk terlepas dpd menjadi bhn cemuhan, dibenci org, sume ada. Ah so sy ni one step ahead to be as popular as artist la kan? ngeh.

To the 'anonymous', 'ygmembencikau' and all haters out there, let me tell u sthng. Tk pernah terfikir kenapa Palestin hancur? Kenapa org melayu zaman sekarang susah nak maju? Ppl nowadays sibuk memboikot brg2 la, mencari kesalahan org ni la, benda tula. Tapi, masalah tk juga selesai. Why? There's no humanity. What? Humanity? Penting sgt ke? Well, for me, if there's no humanity in you, if you're not a big hearted person, perhaps, u are one of the ppl yg mungkin tak akan berjaya dlm hidup walaupun ada degree dpt 4 flats. I learn now that in life, we need to pay it forward, not to pay it back. When u help someone, dont expect them to pay it back, but take it as we pay it forward. :)

So, u can say anythng u want because words can't bring me down at all. Mungkin kamu tk punya big heart and strong humanity value to understand why manusia tk perlu membenci dan bertelagah sesama sendiri. Kerana itu punca manusia tk berjaya dlm kehidupan mereka. I hv my own reasons why i do this and that, which i don't need to tell the world to make them understand. Enough that i know that i did it all for myself, and my family. and enough that i know i don't take others money, i don't depends on anybody to survive in this life. and enough that i know eventhough i hv to lent others money to start sthng to change my life and not for own use, i know i will pay it back. Sy tk malu. I know what i'm doing. I do what i can. But how about u? What's the best thing u achieve in ur life? U know better.

Oh wow, mcm panjang plk entry kali ni. Sesi meluahkan perasaan ke? heh. Tk la sgt. Cuma tergerak hati nk tulis je. Well, it's all about how u take it. :) Wallahua'lam.

Have a good day alrite?



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Oh You Got Me Hypnotized.

Just another crush. :P hehe. enjoy.

Azan Ruffedge.




MQ Nasreeq.


The crowd.





Me & Da'am


Us with Celebrated MQ Ainor.





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Dream Big .

Listen
To the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release

Oh the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own all 'cause you won't listen

Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on my mind
You should have known -

Listen
To the song here in my heart
A melody I start
But I will complete -

Listen - Beyonce

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So long, Goodnight .

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A Day at Botanical Garden .

Ystrday, me and SYN colleagues went to Botanical Garden, Putrjaya for the team bonding. The exciting event started as early as 8.30 am until 5.00 pm. Lots of activites we done such as cycling along the lake, sandwich-making challenge, and doing blueprint. Bicycle can be rented, rm5/hour. Best kan? Punyela lama tk naik basikal, ha amik kau, berbasikal selama 1 jam. Tk sampai 30 min dh terasa lenguh2 peha dh. hehe. But overall, it was exciting and we had so much fun all the day long.


Before cycling.



Us !

When everybody's ready, 1 and 2... Meet Shahir the spoiler. haha.

Sandwich Making Challenge.

Hello Sand-witch !

Sedang concentrate. :P

Aizam dgn tarian poco-poco nye. haha. :P

D'Most Extravaganza Sand-Witch group.



Aktiviti sampingan itu penting. :P

Have a nice day everyone !

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Minat Tex-Mex food?

Have you heard about Fajitas before? Fajitas is one of the Tex-mex cuisine. Mostly influenced by Mexican foods. What i love about fajitas is, it's really a simple dish, easy to cook, dan mmg mengenyangkan. Fajitas usually served with flour or corn tortilla with grilled meat, vege or eggs inside. Ha, hari ni, i'm gonna share one of my favourite 'masakan-paling-malas-tapi-sedap'. hehe.


Egg Fajitas.

2 Egg
Button mushroom
black pepper course
2 slices of cheddar cheese
salad
2 slices of flour tortilla
mayonaise

Cara Memasak :
1. Pukul telur dan masukkan button mushroom yg dh dipotong, dan a pinch of black pepper course.

2. Heat the pan, and goreng telur until kekuningan.

3. Tortilla bole dipanaskan selama 30 secs in the microwave or atas pan yg bersih.

4. Place the egg in the tortilla, together with cheese and salad.

5. You can serve with sour cream or mayonaise, whatever you like. :P


Happy trying ! Good day everyone !


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