Wedding Reception : Nuar & Fadiah

I'm so excited when i get a chance to shoot my senior in school, Kak Fadiah for her wedding. I haven't go to tganu quite a long time since i left school in 2003. Well, excited of cos. Thnks to Abg Nuar and K.Fady for the warm welcome and kind hospitality. I had a great time there shooting with Afiq and Adi. Thnks guys for the help, and oh the road trip was fun too ! These are some shots during wedding reception and i'll post the post wedding later.
























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Bijak Vs. Pandai ?

Ysterday i had a conversation with my 3rd sister, Alang. We're talking about general mindset, bisness, future planning, pasal kenapa kawen kene pakai baju formal and make up tebal2 (haha!) and ntah apa2 lg yg merepek but beneficial. hehe. We discussed about my current activity, past and future my planning for the next 6 months and targets for 1 yr. Wahaa sounds serious do we? haha, kami mmg suke berdiskusi seperti itu. Ok, back to the topic. In the middle of conversation,

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Saya : Hm, i don't thnk i'm going to be as active as dulu in ***. It's pretty much costy for me. mileage lg, ticketing, bla bla. kadang2 bole la, ni if everyday pn u need to spend ave rm25/day. Gle bnyk kuar duit. I can't handle the ppl too.

Alang : Alang dh nmpk tu since mula i met them lg. Tp awk kate tak, diorang bagus pe sume.

Saya : Some of them mmg bagus. strong mindset. They built me to be like now, to hv strong vision. *** were good. Cuma some of them, err. Hm but i know it's my fault sbb i thought i can handle it.

Alang : To be great, awk kene pandai set ur priority.

Saya : yeah. Along ada baca dlm buku tu (It's Not About How Good You Are, It's How Good You Want To Be by Paul Arden). It says, don't look for the next opportunity, the one you have in hands is the opportunity. I've try my best to hold on and gv my best. Tp i need to thnk bout the problem occurs jgk. need to reduce the cost, and so on. Hmph.

Alang : Awak tahu tk apa beza org bijak ngan org pandai?

Saya : aAaa, tahu kot. apa dia?

Alang : Org bijak belaja dpd kesalahan org lain. Org pandai belaja dpd kesalahan sendiri. So awk nk jd apa?

Saya : Hm, dua2 perlu kot.

Alang : Awk kene blaja kesalahan dpd dua2 source. Tp kalau bole kene la jd org bijak.

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Continue talking and gelak gelak .. :P

Kalau bole sume org nk jd org bijak. If you got chance to do so, do it. Rather you waste your time on doing the wrong thng. I mean bkn benda yg salah. Cuma maybe unbenificial thng. :P Honestly, i've spent half of my life in experiencing. Yep, konon jd org pandai. haha. I do this and that, then only i admit what and where i go wrong. It might be a loss for me. But, mungkin cara tu yg menyebabkan minda sy terbuka. Maybe? hehe. It depends on oneself. Every little mistakes told me something that i still hv chance to go right. So how about you? Smart or clever?


Aniz, tlg la jd smart and bijak ! GET UP and WORK IT ALL OUT ! :D

Words remain words without one step ahead .

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Heart Sick .

This is how i felt when i found out my pictures in CF card is corrupted . Ergh !Shheeesshh !
%^&*^#$@#@ ! :((








AaaaAAaaaa ! *speechless*

One Fine Day .

3AM and i'm still awake. With my tiring mind and exhausted body, i dont think i can continue the editing. Siap tersengguk2 dpn pc. aihh. I need longgg sleep, can i? Next week the new semester will start, and rasa mcm tk bersedia lg je utk start my new lesson, and to start doing my fyp. aAa FYP ! isk isk. I hope i can cope with it well. Really, i can't wait to finish my stdy ! Uhu. *luahan hati* :P

Ah anyway,

Here a picture from Terengganu. :) I haven't finish transferring and process all pictures yet. So look up for more pictures later. :)



. cause You & I both love .

Off to bed ~ Chow ! Good Night !

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Tick Tock Tick Tock .

And i'm 23 yrs old !




Dear diary,
i supposed to write this entry on my birthday, 1st June. Tp tk smpat kerana too many thngs need to settle. So today, i'm proud to announce that i'm officially 23 yrs old ! hehe. What's so special about 23? Em, nothing much. It meant alot because masa umur mak sy 23 lah dia kahwin dan sy dilahirkan pada tahun berikutnya. hee, tibe2 je. *My mom specially emphasize about this when she called me to wish happy birthday* Motif? Lol, i don't knw. But yes, i have a lot of planning for this yr on my 23rd, and for the next yrs ahead. My career, personal life, car, house. Marriage? Err, tgu dulu la eh mama? hehe. It's a long journey to go, and yet, i know right now i am not daydreaming. Not anymore. I'll make it happen, i'll make it true. I know life is not perfect, always ups and downs. But i believe, life's kind. When you're down, it's a one step closer to your dream. Just never give in. I just pray to God, to bless me with the greater strength, and with a clearer heart for me to achieve my dream and better life. I'll try to fix my bad temper, my harsh words semasa berckp, and some other bad attitude in me. I know i swear a lot sometimes. Oh and my clumsiness too. ish ish. So, wish me luck ! ngee. :P

Special thanks to Mama and Ayah yang bnyk bersabar dgn kerenah anak pertama nya. haha.
Thank you to Angah, Alang and Adik for all the stupid-est, fun, and mcm2 moment bersama.
Thank you to Rafiq, for guiding me alot in photography. Thnk you sifu !
Thank you to Azfar, for being my driver. haha joke. but you help me alot. :) *TGI Friday next week ok ! hee.*
Thank you to Bee and K.ina for the funn moment together.
Thank you to Qase, sbb bnyk teman sy ketika sy down. *Ye, igt tk moment di tepi swimming pool? hehehe. ;P *
Thank you to Aizam, kerana kau bnyk ubah aku walaupun kau agak harsh. :P
Thanks to Fairuz, without your kindness, i don't knw where i gonna turn to. :)
And thank you to everyone, and all my other frnds.


I wish for the best. Regards.




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Engagement : Hazly & Lin

To Abg Hazly and Kak Lin, semoga berbahagia ke akhir hayat. Regards from me. :)










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Wedding Reception : Hazly & Lin

Taken on last Saturday. Located at Sg. Buloh. It was a long day, with Bee as a replacement photographer. We enjoy the day although there're some problems occur during the shooting. These are some of the shots. :)















more pictures at : www.flickr.com/photos/blissfulaniz


have a nice day everyone !

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wOot woOt !

Alhamdulillah, everythng went smooth for today's shooting, Kak Lin & Abg Hazly's Reception. Aha yrsterday was exception. Ysterday agak sucks, but i manage to handle it, i guess. haha. Harap-harap Asri tk marah. :P But overall, me and Bee had fun today.




Me: Say what bee?
Bee: P to the E, to the A, to the C, to the E. Peacee yaw !

P/S: The pictures will be updated later kerana gua dh kepenatann yg amat. sumpah ngantok. ok, chow.


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Random-nessss .

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The Day When He's Just Not That Into You .

Well, it's a sunday night. I should be in Rasa Sayang right now. But i dont feel like going. So i just stayed at home and watched the movie that i waited for soo long to watch, "He's just Not that into you". hee. The movie was aweesomee ! Despite of Scarlett Johannsson, the hot yoga instructor, and Drew Barrymore yang cute, i just love how the story goes. Witty, funny, and it's just beautiful story. :) I don't like to write a sinopsis so much. So i end up with this inspired quote which quoted by Gigi at the end of the story. Enjoy. Oh not to forget, i love the Friday, i'm in love by The cure, the OST song too. hee.


"every movie we see, every story we're told implores us to wait for it: the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. but sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell the ones who want us from the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is just moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this: knowing after all the unreturned phone calls and broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment... you never gave up hope."


Yes, never gv up hope, no matter what you do, in every aspects. :)


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8 AM .

Spend your 15 mins every morning with hearty breakfast will guarantee you a brighter day. Eh tp kalau you jatuh tangga atau tersepak batu on your way to anywhere, jgn salah kn sy. :P While reading newspaper, or listen to Hot.fm Am crew is the best. Hee.

My breakfast of the Day :

2 half boiled eggs
3 slices of breads
Marigold Cranberry n Apple juice mix with fresh milk <<- pernah cuba? Cuba lah ! :D


Okay, sambung blaja. Yess ptg ni last paperrr ! WEee ~ Wish me luck! ok, FOCUS !


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Life's like playing card? No?

From my previous entry, 'aw Pokka again?' .

"i wish a balanced life, love and laugh. no one wish to be sadder. the happiest moment in one's life is to love and being loved by someone else. give us the courage to move on, to live this life no matter how hard it is. who's perfect? expect me to be one? forever i won't be, cause nobody does. everyone made mistakes, so do i. and so do you. but mistakes will always be a mistake if you do not try to improve it, if you don't try to change it for good. it's hard, i know. but it's for ourself, for our own happiness. i believe that life's perfect when happiness is there, no matter what you do. believe in ourself."


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and it makes me smile. Yes believe. :)

Why i love blogging? Personally, blogging could be your best friend, your best diary, when you can write anythng, your personal point of view, your review, your poem, put your pictures, ah pendek kate sume bole ltk. Mungkin org kate, mcm nk overexposed diri sendiri je? actly tidak. It's not to overexposed oneself. It's actly teach us to value every single thng that happen in our life. To appreciate ourself more. Believe it or not, when it comes to certain period of time, you will realize how blogging can be meaningful. You will smile, when you read your old posts and your entry can be your reminder how special you are when you're down. When you thnk life's unfair, you're wrong because life's being totally fair to you. Everythng happen for reason. It might take some times to reveal the reason why it happens. It doesn't matter because yang paling penting, we appreciate every single thng in our life. That's why we called life's a journey. By blogging, i express myself into my own words, into my own rhythm. Like how i like it. :) So no offense. I hope. hee.



Reminder to Myself : Hello, ur exm is on 20th ok? tk sedar lg? gahh, sy cuak kerana sy begitu rilex. :( chaiyokk ! FOCUSSS !

ok chow. i'm wasting too much time. haha.


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I Remember .

When I almost left out, when i almost gave up,

I remember,
Your hope .
Your love .
Your wish .
Your tenderness .
Because you're the first on my mind. Mom & Dad

I'll remember,
your dream Merc kompressor,
your dream vacation to Mecca,
your dream house,
my EOS 50D,
my dream Audi,
my dream condo,
my mission,
and most importantly,
to support you, my love one.

I'll make it real,
It's a long journey,
It's not easy,
and i am on my way,
I'm gonna be right there.

Zawani Zakaria

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the Fighter .

Bagan Lalang, Sepang. 12/5/09, 6.56pm.

.. Because life is about fight for our future.

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No doubt .

.. because it's all about hope,
and you just need to believe with all your soul.








God, i know there's a path for everyone
I must believe and keep holding on.
I never let my fears conquer me
cos i know in my heart what i can be.

Holding On by Taufiq Batisah

Bismillahi tawakkal 'alAllah.

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