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g : hey, can i ask u some personal question?
w : aha yes?
g : i think bout this all the time, were you in love with me?
w : u think?

dear Mohd G,

Nice chatting with u past few days ago. I'm not sure what's ur intention actually, maybe it's just came though ur mind tibe2, i dont know.. But i think u're too honest. Too honest that makes me sick, too honest till i questioned ur true meaning of ur honesty. Yea, it's true dat i never regret of whatever thngs that happen in my life. But there're thngs that we never wanna get through it again, or ever think about it again. It's like a paranoid. But u can't blame.

I hv nothing to say here. It's just, if u wanna talk about us or our memories, let's just keep to ur heart. I admit my mistakes of not being patience to wait for "us", the relationship. But at the same time, i gotta say, that i'm glad that it's over. So many things happen between us that makes me think, and realized what's good for me and what's not. Sudah la with all the blame. There's no one to blame. It's all done. We're moved on. There's nothing more to say bout the past. Let the memories fade away slowly. You can save ur question above to ur heart alone.

I just hope u're really ready to face the future coming as u become a Muslim and future husband. Yea, especially as a Muslim. May Allah guide u to the right path, and open ur heart. If u hv doubts anything about islam, u could ask. I'll try to help. Selamat Berpuasa to u. May the blessings of Allah be with you in this blessed month. Amin.



love.