A little bit Unwell .

Can't you see? I am tired.









"Awak ni lari kepada sesuatu ke lari daripada sesuatu?"

Dengan Tulus Ikhlas ..

Berhati-hati dijalan raya, ingat org tersayang. :)
Selamat Hari Raya !


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Series of Baby Fatin .

It's been awhile. Kinda bz with current projects. Hope everything gonna be fine and success. Hopefully. :)

Dikesempatan ini, ingin memohon maaf jika ada salah dan silap, terkasar bahasa atau terlajak kata. Halalkan makan minum. Selamat Hari Raya !






















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I'll Be .

Beautiful song that just makes me melted. :) Enjoy !

And I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

I'll Be by Edwin McCain

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I'm With You .

With your ups and downs,
Through your happy and sorrow,
I'll be with you,
and i'll always do.

Zawani Zakaria

09.09.09

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What's on my mind?

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what i made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
So if you're asking me I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that i've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

Leave out all the rest - Linkin Park

Because i've never been perfect.

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The Day I Have Gotta Live My Dreams .

There are places in this world that aren't made out of stone. That there's something inside.. that they can't get to, that they can't touch. That's yours. That is HOPE.

The Shawshank Redemption (1994)

I had a great Saturday when i just spent time at home, cooking, and watching old movies with my housemate, Kuza. Yesterday, i watched The Shawshank Redemption, Seven Pounds and Ayat-Ayat Cinta (haha!). and we cooked Cheese and Herbs Pasta for the dinner. The previous week, watched Save The Last Dance and Close. There goes my weekend. Swweeet ! :D

Oh my favourite songs, by Athena Cage and Only You by 112. It's OST Save The Last Dance. Damn, i miss the steps, and the beat.

The hardest to recovery,
From the heartbreak of another kind
I'm still drying my tears
Getting over my own fears
in my life, so I wanna make sure this time
that I'm strong enough to give it my all.

Live your dreams, it's not as hard as it may seem
you gotta work to get the cream,
On your hopes you must lean,
from your fears, you have to win yourself
It's all or nothing, give your everything.

All or Nothing by Athena Cage

Gotta stay strong and continue to walk uphill. :) Cheerio !

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Enough is just not Enough .

Dear Diary,

Sometimes i just have to forget how i feel,
I just need to pretend everything is okay,
and remember what i deserve,
more than empty words and promises.

But hell pretending is just ain't my style,
Gotta take the risk and play it right,
Better say it now or never,
Take a chance and maybe we can be together.

Scared, i'm just scared to show i care,
Life can be cruel, feeling kinda strange,
Will he think me weak,
if i shiver when i speak.

Do i look like a fool,
if i don't play by the rule?
Maybe it's just not the right time.
But trust me, you've steal into my mind.


i act, i hide. Can i lie?

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Hid's Graduation Day !

It's great pleasure to capture Hid's big day, on her Graduation Day. Congratulations Hid ! Too many fun and funny moments with you during the years. Really, it's great to know you ! Well Hid, hope you get a better job soon, and of course your parents must be proud of you ! ;) Love yahh !

Some of my favourite shots. :)
















I just love this one. Love your expression .. :)




Finally, us ! haha.








And me, peace ! Thnks Hid for the picture ! :D





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Taman Negara Selai-Endau Rompin .

It's nice to have some break and spend some times at jungles. Last Saturday i went to Taman Negara Selai-Endau Rompin with OARS members for 3 days. It was great trip, eventhough i'm not really into jungle trip thngy. lol. But yeah, it was great, and i think i fall in love with it. he he.

Taman Negara Selai is located at Johor was named after Kampung Selai, an Orang Asli village near the entrance. It takes about 4 hours to get there from Cyberjaya. As we arrived at entrance in the Sunday morning, there're 9 4x4 wheels were waiting for us to get in the Taman Negara. We camped at the first campsite called Lubuk Merekek, about 45 minutes from the entrance.

Seriously the scenary was mesmerizing. We camped beside the river. I never seen sungai yg sgt best mcm tu. hee. We manage to set up the tent quite fast eventhough it was raining. Lupa nk amik gmbr campsite and masa we set up the tent. haha. At night, we cooked our dinner in group, using mustin. Sardin dan nasi mentah pn bole jadi sgt sedap bila dh kebulur. kan? haha.

After our dinner, we had night walk around the forest, and visited an old Orang Asli house which made 100% woods and bamboo without any single nails. Terer gle kan? It was great experience. I manage to breakthrough my biggest fears, the dark. LOL. Oh did i mention that my feet was badly terseliuh just before i departed from MMU? gahh, mcm haram. But thnk god, i manage to follow all the activities.

On the 2nd day, we went for jungle trekking to the highest waterfalls, Takah Tinggi. It takes about 2 hours trekking up.




At the first check point (during trekking up).





At Takah Tinggi, we stopped there about 30 minutes. Sadly we can't swim there as several cases had happen before. I was really fascinated by the scenery.








We had our lunch at second check point on trekking down. One of our guide is frm Orang Asli. He introduce us a rare fruit that only happen once in 7 yrs which called buah Merekek. Rupa mcm manggis, tapi isi rasa masam2 sket. Sedap jgk la..








To Mr Driver, this is the reason why i don't like to say "1,2,3" when i'm taking picture. It turns out natural. :)


Our last stopped was at Lubuk Tapah, the base camp. I had chance to try water tubing ! Best la jgk, tapi mungkin sbb arus tk berapa kuat, so selalu tersekat kt batu-batu besar.







On the last day, we had free activity. Some of us started to pack thngs, and some went swimming for the last time. Seriously, this is my first time swimming in the deep river. Sgt best ! Ada org tu siap belaja berenang kt sana. and die berjaya ! haha. :P





We had maggie for our breakfast on the last day. lol.



The river.









I really had great time there. Wake up in the morning with the serene sounds around, can u imagine? Really, calming. it's great getaway. Till next holiday ~ :)


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The day that ONE day can change everything .

I wake up this morning with grateful feeling, i'm still standing in the real world. I am not dreaming nor try to change an illusion to reality. I feel fresh surprisingly, like i slept for 10 hours. Like i had beautiful dream last night. I believe in fairy tales story u know?

Dear Diary,

I was sitting on a bench at the playground last night. I thought i was strong enough to tell the truth. Yes, you must be thinking i'd be strong enough to make it through. Time takes time, i can't hold on. I've draw the lines, but i crossed them too. It's too late to turn back, i know i just need to let it out.

Like i'm having strong guts inside, i started everything. I've mixed it up. i spoiled. I spilled the secret. I let myself looks like a fool. I let myself lose my control. For just one second, i lose it all.

Tuhan, aku keliru.
Apa ini dugaan Mu? Apa ini hanya ujian untuk ku?
Jika benar, berikan aku kekuatan.
Beri aku kekuatan untuk aku tempuh segala ujian ini, kesabaran untuk aku terus tenang dlm membuat keputusan. Tuhan, aku ini terlalu lemah bagai boleh disepak dek angin, bagai boleh ditampar hanya dgn satu tentangan mata.
Buta. Hati ini terlalu inginkan kebahagiaan. Mungkin kekosongan?
Ampunkan hambaMu yang daif ini.


I know things happen. I didn't plan for falling. You knew about it. I'm not that strong to keep it long enough. I'm just scared if i don't show it out. One thing you should know, you gv me something.

It's a little heart.
Maybe i'm just amazed by you.


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Anda Pilih Bahagia atau Sengsara?

Anda pilih. cecece. :P That's the slogan for the camp that i attended last weekend. Me, Azfar and 5 other OARs member were there as fesi for Kem Belia Benci Dadah by Rakan Muda which held for 4 days at Impian Country Resort, Hulu Langat. There were about 36 participants from age 16-24, from all Selangor districts.

Kem Belia Benci Dadah is mainly to aware the young generations about the danger of misuse of drugs. I personally learn alot from the kem about the type of drugs, the effects, and the best was i get to know alot type of ppl there. The best moment was when i had a chance to share with my group member about their life experience, and about what they want in future. Some of them dtg dpd keluarga yg bermasalah, bekas penagih dadah, and mcm-mcm. I thank god for giving this chance, sbb i think sikit sebanyak i've inspire some of them about how precious life is, and how strong we need to be when we're at the verge of breaking down. Dan yang paling penting, utk mengelakkan diri dpd social problem even we're at the state of high stress level. :)

On the last day, after closing, we were served with variety of local fruits by orang kampung Semungkis. Whoaa sgt heaven wa cakap sama lu. ehehe. Sgt best ! Punyela lama mengidamkan durian and manggis, akhirnya dpt jgk merasa. hee. Yang paling obviously enjoy the durian was me, Asrul and Aizal. haha. Makan smpai nk muntah. LOL. I had a good time during the whole camp. :D

Here's some of the pictures during the camp !
































Live life to the fullest, jauhi dadah berbahaya ! ;P

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