Save the day . Let's have darker night . Earth Hour 2009 .

Ysterday Afiq invited me to join him shooting for the Earth Hour for his assignment job. I was excited as he said we gonna shoot from the roof top of Darby Park apartment. But because of some problem, we gotta find another better port to shoot the scenery of KL. At 4.45pm, me and Afiq wandered around looking for the best building utk kami jadikan shooting port. Dpd Bangsar, to BB, then to Jln Ampang, we kinda disappointed sbb masih tk dpt cari port yg best.

At 6pm Afiq decided to meet his friend, Wawa (she's a Utusan photographer) at KLCC, then we headed to Jln Ampang again. Luckily at last, we found better view at bangunan hostel next to Hospital Bersalin KL. It was great night. Even i was quite tired after staying up for about 48hrs before, i won't missed a chance to shoot with Afiq, the siifuuuu. hehe.

Thanks to Afiq for inviting me and belanja sy McD, and really nice to meet you, Wawa. Hope we can meet again ! :D



Here're before, during, and after Earth Hour .


7.37pm
8.27pm
8.27pm
8.30pm
8.31pm
9.30pm
9.34pm

A hearted thank you to >Mr. Afiq.



Let's save the earth ppl !


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When I Lost My Little Brain ..

Grateful. Yep, that's all i can say. Relieved. Happy. Hm semua la perasaan yg bagus2 tu.. :)
Last week, i felt like something is shadowing my mind. Something yg membuatkan aku rasa tk best, resah, and restless. I don't know what and why and i can't find the solution. It's like something unsettled.

But i feel relieved after talking to kak Ainor last night. I finally found out what's my problem. My real problem. A stupid problem. I'm thinking and concentrating too much of the thing i didn't want. How good is that? I am attracting bad things as much as i want the good things which result me zero progression. Duhh. Silly lily.

Honestly and surprisingly (for those who know me well, maybe it's not. ahaha), i rarely can/will think rasional when i hv emosional problem. Yeaaaa i know it's baddddd !
I just can't help it. Paling bagus, akan mengambil masa satu jam hingga dua jam utk kembali normal dan kembali rasional utk memikirkan penyelesaian masalah. Paling teruk, mengambil masa sebulan utk kembali ok dan hmm, agak terlambat utk menyelesaikan masalah. Teruk kan?

I'm trying my very best to improve. And i think, i am improving. ngee. :P Sometimes i need to seat alone, hear my playlist, menconteng2, menulis poem (kononnye) utk kembali rilex. Aizam kate, poyo je aku ni. lol. But well, that's me. We need to find a way to put away our stress. Cewah. Hehe.


Antara contengan-contengan membina diri sendiri. ahaha. aih lame nye sy. -_-'

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L I F E is wonderful .

I'm cleaning up some space in my HD and i found this :






That was during June 2008.
Rindunyee !! Sy mau ke Redang lg ! I mean i wanna go right now (na na na na) !
*Nyanyi lagu Akon while browsing. :P


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If Being Vain is A Sin .

Hbs la kau syafiq. haha. :P
Nah, this entry specially tribute to Mr Syafiq the supermodel wannabe.
jangan marah ok ! ha tu la sape suruh gune camera aku utk ber-vain. ;P

Enjoy ! ^-^

1st vain attempt :


2nd vain attempt :


3rd vain attempt :


4th vain attempt :


5th vain attempt :

Aww. This one mungkin bole dihantar ke model agency. what do u thnk? ngehehe. :P

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Word of Wisdom .

I bet everybody have their own word of wisdom to hold to lift their spirit when they're down. So do i. If u do not hv one, thnk again, u might not hv good self motivation in urself. For me, self motivation gv me great guts to continue doing something in life without another's prodding. Self motivation gv us the power to move forward, and to success in whatever we do.

Today, i'd like to share with all, the words that i hold whenever i feel down, and when i nearly gving up on something. I never forget to bring up together my lovely diary whenever i go.

Anything you wish for,
everythng you dream of,
you will achieve,
as long as you believe cos nothing's impossible,
So just believe and holding on.
.....

Destiny is not a matter of chance,
It's a matter of choice.
It's not a thing to be waited for,
It's a thing to be achieved.

Last week, i bought a book called The Yoga Of Wealth. The book is about way to create unlimiting wealth, the spiritual keys to creating it. Interesting kan? Yes, rich isn't promise us a succesful life. But wealth it is. It's very subjective. Here some of my favourite words in that book.

If you can control your thoughts,
you can change the way you perceive, which will change the way you act.
Over a long period of time, it will change your habits and behaviour,
which ends up changes your character, your life and your DESTINY.

So change the way we think, and you will change your destiny. :)

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Dan Semalam .

I am part of the mistakes that i've done in the past. Gone through the darkest road, holding back and pretend everythng's ok. I was part of your favourite mistakes, and part of your dirty talk. Make fun of me, but trust me you won't get anythng. Time grow me old. Time taught me all.


Today i wake up with full of hatred blood. Full with negative thought.

Hanya satu dlm akalku,


Biar semalam ghaib dpd pemikiran.
Biarlah engkau hilang dpd pandangan.
Biar waktu mengubah segalanya.
Biarkan mereka tertanya-tanya.
Kerna aku sudah patah hatinya.
Sudah lumpuh jiwanya.
Kerna aku bkn hambaNya yg sempurna.
Dan hanya satu yang ku pinta,

Ampunkan hamba Mu yang hina ini.

Zawani Zakaria



I could not ask for more .. dan semalam meninggalkan satu titik noktah utk engkau. Utk selamanya.



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Splashh-ed !

Yesterday on 7th, me and friends went to Sg Lentang, Pahang again ! This time i had extra joy sbb sy dpt bermain air dgn seronoknya ! lol. Well, the wheather was good, with fun ppl, i could not hv a reason to not enjoy the moment. Here's some pictures taken during the mandi-manda. Mostly not taken by me sbb sy pn nak ber-vain jgk. :P

the cute-est picture. haha. sume nk buat muka comell je. :P


Aizam, the next the Rock? (the red shirt) :P


Aizam, u just get caught ! u can't hide anythng cos my camera can capture everythng. haha. Tk perasan sape yg capture this picture. But look at Aizam's face. What thee..? :P


He didn't realize someone is stalking on him. :P


So, hv a nice weekend everyone ! Peace frm me. and yes, no WAR ! :)



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The Day I Cried .

On the day i had my pride.
Yet, the real journey is just begin.
On 28th Feb, i'm glad that i've completed my task to be a 'C' post. Alhamdulillah, after 3 months struggling, fighting the emotion, and turndowns from some ppl, i'm proud that i am now one step forward to a new chapter. I gotta say it's not that easy to achieve it, but as long as you just do it without knowing the give up words, someday and one day you will achieve what you wanted. My secret is just one, keep believing it.

Positive vibration is another key. When i was still new dlm bln 11 last yr, Abg Nas hv told me about the positive vibration. He said to us, to keep moving, we must hv the positive vibrations in ourselves. That vibration will help us to overcome any obstacle that inteferes us. I thought it's just a joke. Positive vibration, what? I can't feel any. hehe. But after reading a book at MPH last January, called The Law Of Attraction, i've started to attract that vibration, and keep my believe that yes, i can do, i can achieve it. It helps me to move forward, and to keep me doing it without gving up. Thanks to all that supported me, especially to Kak Ainor, Aizam, Abg Nas, Hafiq and others.

My special thanks to my family, especially to my mom and my siblings. You guys gv me strength to keep moving. To mama, K.long takkan kecewakan mama. Terima kasih kerana percayakan K.long. Terima kasih kerana berdiri disebelah K.long. I will never gv up.

Terima Kasih utk semua.


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Lu pikir la sendiri !

I've been tagged by Am Sarawak.
(p/s: sorry le am lmbt buat. been bz lately. so here we go, i did it today.)

Sila berikan kegunaan lain yang digunakan oleh anda kepada barang-barang yang dinyatakan di bawah...(maksudnya bukan kegunaan sebenar barang tu tapi kegunaan tambahan yang anda buat la dengan barang tu, kira diaplikasikan oleh anda... konon kreatif la tu!)


1) Anak Kunci
kegunaan asal - untuk kunci pintu, laci dan apa2 yg berkunci
kegunaan sampingan difikir - sbg senjata. diletakkan dicelah jari utk menumbuk.

2) Penutup Pen
kegunaan asal - tutup pen, x nak kasi dakwat kering
kegunaan sampingan difikir - pengganti cotton bud. dgn tk senonohnye, pengorek telinga. wtf?

3) Botol Mineral
kegunaan asal - tempat simpan air
kegunaan sampingan difikir - potong tgh2, hiaskan utk jd tmpat simpan pen and pensel.

4) Paper lama
kegunaan asal - boleh digunakan utk buat draft paper
kegunaan sampingan difikir - gunting kecik2, sbg material utk buat birthday card or any cards. (ye sy selalu buat.)

5) Seluar 'D' lama
kegunaan asal - pakai kat dalam bukan di luar
kegunaan sampingan difikir - ok, i can't thnk any of it. so buang je dlm tong smpah, dan recycle. dpt rm5 at least kot? haha. (like ewww?)

6) Lesung batu
kegunaan asal - menumbuk belacan, dsb
kegunaan sampingan difikir - menumbuk org?

7) Langsir
kegunaan asal - perhiasan umah/keceriaan umah
kegunaan sampingan difikir - sbg cadar katil. (last option bile sume cadar hbs dibasuh)

8) Komputer office
kegunaan asal - membuat keja rasmi
kegunaan sampingan difikir - membuat kerja tk rasmi, spt chatting ngan YB, bermyspace dgn menteri, dan check flickr.

9) Duit syiling
kegunaan asal - nak lengkapkan duit kertas
kegunaan sampingan difikir - sbg pengganti jangka lukis, bila nk lukis bulat.

10) Laman Blog
kegunaan asal - menulis dan mencari sahabat lama dan baru. tukar2 pendapat
kegunaan sampingan difikir - sbg tempat melepaskan marah, mengumpat, bergossip, menambahkan dosa dan sebagainya. (lu pikirr la sendiri ! :P )

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Huh, cuak nye ! Another 4 days remain. I pray to god, everythng gonna be as what i plan.
Bismillahi tawakkal 'alAllah.

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Watch Out !

From now on, i will :

1. Monitor and jot down what i eat everyday. (Lately, i've been neglecting my meal so much and took too much of junk food in between, haihh)
2. Do physical activities 3 times a week for 60 minutes. (For 4 months, i stop yoga and become lazier to do physical activities, and it makes my body stiffed. -_-'' )
3. Lower down my caffein intake. (From 3 cups to 1 cup a day)
4. Try to not skip my class. (yea i know i know, i shouldn't. When i'd lack of sleep, with my tiring body, i become lazy)

I hope i could slowly change my routine to lead a better way of life. Woohoo !

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The Love of Being Green.

On last Sunday, 15th Februari, me and Ahmad joined my society for a day trip to Hutan Lipur Sg. Lentang, Pahang. I was overjoyed since dh lama sgt2 tk pegi ke air terjun. Hutan Lipur Sg. Lentang is just 45 minutes from kl and it was really a relaxing place. Promised you with great scenery.

While everyone excited utk mandi sg, me and Ahmad pegi explore around for our photoshooting. Igt nk mandi sungai ptg-ptg sket, last-last tk mandi langsung pn, agak rugi but tk pe, next time boleh pegi utk bermandi-manda shj. hehe. Anyway, it was pleasure to hv Ahmad for this time photoshooting and i learnt a lot of techniques and skills frm him. So to Ahmad, tlg jgn mengaku kamu noob ok. :P Here's some of the snapshots taken during dat day.







The director.

Us !

More pictures at : www.flickr.com/photos/blissfulaniz

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Woot woot !

Yeay, finally i'm able to access internet as usual. Seminggu rasa mcm berada di bawah tempurung kelapa yg sempit dan gelap. So many thngs to update, so many thngs to plan out. dan paling penting, i just can't wait for April to comee ! Sekali lagi my lovely trio group, me, Bee and K.ina akan memulakan pengembaraan kami. Eceh, pengembaraan la sgt. We gonna tour another island !

Alhamdulillah, i'm glad everythng become better. Things become easier right now when i manage to slowly adapt with my new atmosphere. It's not easy, but it's not hard either. It's just simple, it will come when u believe. and i believe and holding on. :)

So, wait for another updates ! have a nice day everyone !

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Wanna be Hot?

Just show some anger .

hot kan? *yeah, ignore me for seconds again for this.* :P

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The day i thought i wanna stop fighting.

But i realize it's such a waste to stop right here, right now when i've been through half of the tough journey. I'd be the stupid-est person in the world if i stop now. I swear for myself and my parents' sake, i won't stop.

I know Tuhan lebih mengetahui apa disebalik kesusahan yg aku alami sekarang. I sat alone in the bus ystrday, and reminiscing my past. Somehow i realize that past experience had made me like this. Yes, to be a tougher person, a different person i never thought i would be. Tuhan beri kesusahan, bukan semestinya Dia tk sayangkan ciptaan-Nya. Aku percaya satu hari nanti kesusahan yg ku alami sekarang akan berakhir dan kegembiraan itu akan dtg. Kesusahan dan ujian itu juga yg membuatkan aku lebih kuat. I believe everythng happen in life for reasons. I just need to be strong.

For myself and for those who nearly gving up, here a song for u.


Jangan Berhenti - Ruffedge

Sememangnya kita sering dilanda dengan pertanyaan
Bagaimana untuk maju ke hadapan
Jika kita asyik duduk dalam kegelapan

Sememangnya akan ada yang iri hati dengan kita
Cuba menjatuhkan oh dengan harapan
Agar kita tidak kan bertemu kejayaan

Pernah dulu ku rasakan hampir hilang semua
Bersaing dengan gelap kegagalan
Kecewa dan sedih jadi teman
Ku pasti inilah lumrah di dalam kehidupan
Menangis sebelum kita ke depan Tapi kini...

Chorus
Ku rasakan bagaikan sinar yang terang
Dari langit yang dipancarkan ke bumi
Jauh daripada rasa sepi
Perasaan, inginku berpijak lebih tinggi
Dan meneruskan perjuangan ini
Janganlah kita berhenti di sini

Sebenarnya diri kita mempunyai cita-cita,
Jika putus asa maka takkan rasa
Bagaimana terangnya hidup bila berjaya

Kalau kita asyik terus mendengar kata yang tak tulus
Harus kita ambil semua serius jika tidak
Masa depan kita kan terhapus

Pernah dulu ku rasakan hampir hilang semua
Bersaing dengan gelap kegagalan
Kecewa dan sedih jadi teman
Ku pasti inilah lumrah di dalam kehidupan
Menangis sebelum kita ke depan
Tapi kini...Masih ada ruang kita bergerak bebas
Mencari-cari apa yang telah hilang
Oh kita ada bersama hingga kini
Tetap sabar, terima kasih semua....


still, i believe.

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So What?

During Mq Nas Birthday Celebration, Hot in Hat Party.





Mq Ainor with her beloved Rx8.










Me with Mq Nas.


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