the sparks .

From The Deepest .


With you,
I learn about integrity,
Your hugs, kiss and it's intimacy,
You show me love and fantasy,
and i know i am not just dreaming.

And i,
With you beside,
All you have to have to do is just believe,
Let me shower you with love,
Show you the brighter side,
And when it's time to face the storm,
I'll always be by you side.

Zawani Zakaria

happy Valentine's Day in advance . :)
Good day everyone.

bring it on !

yeah, and this is just the beginning.. and hell yea babe, we just can't gv it up.. hope will secretly feeds us and strengthens, remember..? from now on, i'll try hard to do and get those thngs :

1. learn to say NO !
2. get stronger, inner and outer.
3. work out my yoga and exercise more often. crave for fergie's abs ! :P
4. i'm not afraid to be alone. i doesn't say i was b4.. but to be exact, im not scared if i lose u.
5. brush up my japanese.
6. get myself a new environment, better place and job, and dance/yoga studio. god knws how much i want this.
7. i need a new sport outfits ! :P
8. monthly vacations !
9. shopping for what i need, not for what i want. saving for life. that's tough, i knw. haha.
10. lastly? an understanding and loyal partner who can assist me, guide me, and love me for who i am. time will tell.

this life wasn't a place for u to say u're great, u're smarter.. qase was right, anyone who has never made a mistake, had never tried anythng new. no matter who we are. and for me, the past had really taught me a great lesson, and i realize that life is all about experience it by urself. thanks god, he still keep his eyes on me.. i wanna live life to the fullest, and happy as i am.. :)

happy birthday bee !

oh i forgot 1 more thng..
happy birthday to Bee !
semoga happy happy slalu ~


;)

Dream On . .

Everytime that I look in the mirror
All these lines on my face gettin' clearer
The past is gone
It went by like dust to dawn
Isn't that the way
Everybody's got their dues in life to pay

I know what nobody knows
Where it comes and where it goes
I know it's everybody's sin
You got to lose to know how to win

Half my life's in books' written pages
Live and learn from fools and from sages
You know it's true
All the things come back to you

Dream On, Aerosmith .




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this i dedicate it to someone special. because i have faith in you. :)

inside me, truly me .

when everytime i close my eyes,
something crossed my mind ..
is there any hope for me to be alive again?
hope seems out of sight..
but i won't give up,
i will always try..
because hope, will secretly feeds,
strengthens, and promise..

Zawani Zakaria

happy day !

yesterday was, should i say great, stupid and yeah, happy day.. taking picture, sightseeing, lepaking, celebrate greg's birthday even in a rush.. i was in klcc from 12.45 until 7pm.. from klcc to the playground side to take pictures with keyon, then, to convention center to meet apek and emma.. and lastly to rizal's place to celebrate greg's birthday.. it was my last day to meet them before going back to cyber tmrw.. i'll be missing u guys ! here's some of my shots.. gmbar cap ayam je.. :D

i was so fascinated by its scenary. from klcc lrt station exit.

at the playground side.

the tourists.

rizal and greg

Happy Birthday Greg !

Happy Birthday to u, Greg. May u have a brighter and greater day ahead ! :)


currently i feel so curious, confused, and hell in chaos. damnn.

"Now there's no point in placing the blame
And you should know I suffer the same
If I lose you, my heart will be broken
Love is a bird, she needs to fly
Let all the hurt inside of you die
You're frozen, when ur heart's not open .."

Frozen by Madonna .

Alvin & the Chipmunks .

aha they are soo adorable.. plus the ost song's cool too .. sgt comel ! go and hear it..

don't you wanna Get Munk'd ?!

Gemini .

My birthdate : June 1

You are a natural born leader, even if those leadership talents haven't been developed yet.
You have the power and self confidence to succeed in life, and your power grows daily.
Besides power, you also have a great deal of creativity that enables you to innovate instead of fail.
You are a visionary, seeing the big picture instead of all of the trivial little details.

Your strength: Your supreme genius

Your weakness: Your inappropriate sensitivity (can't help it. haha! :P)

Your power color: Gold

Your power symbol: Star

Your power month: January

dizzy .

Quotes of the Day :

"a photograph tells more than a thousand of words, and a hologram tells more than a thousand of photographs ."

Advanced Electromagnetic Theory, Final Examination'06

and this subject just makes me sick ! grrr.

Pokka .

i need my Pokka ! gosh, my caffeine levels in blood increase everytime i get tensed, everytime the exm week coming.. and i'm addicted to coffee lately. tried to reduce it, but kinda fail. esk exm ! :(

Jalan-Jalan di Singapore.

ah at last, ada pon masa terluang sket utk merehat-rehat kan minda. agak restless this week as final exm pn dh nak dekat.. preparation, um agak tk memuaskan and 6 days lg. darn ! i hope i could be well prepared before the final warr. itulah, last week berfoya-foya tk igt pasal exm langsung. now there u go. ngehh.. but anyway, last week i had so much fun at Singapore. dah dlm setahun jgk tk blk sane. so kebetulan musim cuti sekolah, my family planned to go holiday while melawat sedare2 kt sane.. we went there as mcm package, 4 days/4 nights, full with lots of activities. here some pictures and some of my shots to summarize our trip there. hihi. :D

Day 1, 22/12 :

• Sentosa, the best part was : the Luge and scenery at night.
• Vivo City, took picture smpai lebam ! :P
  
  
  
  Sentosa.

before riding the luge.

the colorful wall.


my family and makteh's family at Vivo city.

Day 2, 23/12 :

• Picnic and BBQ at Marina Parade. (it was fun, but we couldn't overnight there due to heavy rain. too bad.)
• at night, dinner at Mak's Place at Changi Rd.
  

Aqil di buli. hihi.

L-R : kngah, mama, ayah, wak sidek, auntie saimah, uncle, (tk igt nama, sorry~), auntie ein, pak teh, mak teh, aqil, adik, me and klang was the photographer.

enjoying the food.

Pak teh & Mak teh

me & adik

Day 3, 24/12 :

• Lunch at Mak Lang's hse. (we had nasi beriyani and kari kepala ikan special from Pak Lang. hihi.)
• Dinner at Auntie Ein's hse (Christmas Eve Dinner. great food !)
• Christmas Eve at Orchard Rd, tp tk smpat smpai bcos it was damn heavy traffic. so instead of that, we headed to Esplanade.
• Shopping at Mustaffa's at 2AM !
  

the food.
suasana di dining hall.

suasana di living room.

from pakteh's car. my dad's is the JGA 4.

at the Esplanade.

Day 4 , 25/12 :

• Relax & easy, movie marathon. (in fact, we did it from the 1st day. ehehe.)
• Enjoy lunch at Aqil's hse. (special from pak teh, bolognese and marinated chicken)

::. and special thanx to Pak teh & Mak teh for brought us jalan-jalan and makan-makan. tk lupa juga to Mak Lang & family and Auntie Ein & family for the great food. lain kali kita buat gathering lagi yah ! :) "Uniquely Singapore .." (pakteh's favourite word. hehehe.)

Butterfly and Light .

with smile .

Me with christmas tree that we decorated .

The Butterfly .

Ku Pasti .

Kadang aku tertanya, adakah ini akan berterusan..

Ku berbicara sama awan, adakah aku akan terus berseorangan,
Bila ku bersendirian, kau datang tanpa ku undang..
Kau hadir dalam fikiranku yg kosong..
Mau bagaimana lagi untuk ku lupakan semua kisah kita,
Sedang aku masih mengingati mu, masih merindui mu.
Aku tahu semuanya telah berakhir..
Jika mungkin ku tahu semua ini kan terjadi,
Tidak ku nodai cinta ku yg suci..

Mungkin ini telah ditakdirkan untuk ku,
Mungkin ini suratan yg harus ku terima..
Aku redha dengan semua dugaan Mu, Tuhan..
Ku tahu semua ini pasti ada kesudahan nya..
dan aku pasti Kau lebih mengetahui nya..
Aku harapkan kekuatan daripada-Mu,
dan ketabahan untuk ku teruskan perjalananku ini..
Demi tuhan, aku akan teruskan perjalanan ini,
Walau pahit, akan ku jalani..
Kerna itu adalah kekuatan ku.

ikhlas,
Zawani Zakaria

semak !

Quotes Of the Day :

" Strange as it seems, no amount of learning can cure stupidity, and higher education positively fortifies it. "

Stephen Vizincze

Choc Indulgence ku !

i thought today's gonna be a very dull day, since hujan tk berhenti-henti dpd pagi td smpai skrang.. it was actly.. but secret recipe's cake did bright me day a bit. me, Izzat, Ammar and Faiz sanggup ponteng class and queueing for 1 hour just to buy cakes at Secret Recipe Alamanda. ngehehe.. so wuts so special about today's cake? Secret Recipe doing their great promotion today by buying 1 whole cake, u will get 1 more cake for free ! great isn't it? we bought 2 cakes. ngehh. semangat seyh.. so each get one whole cake. mine and Ammar's is Choc Indulgence. Izzat's, Blueberry Cheesecake and Faiz's, Cheeze Choc. and for my dinner tonite? ape lg, choc indulgence lah. good for my dieting. haha. :P


oh and it's so great to hang out with qase even though kjp, for 2 hrs.. :) it's been a long time since she's move to hostel dis sem. layan je lepak dpn swimming pool tgh2 hujan. ehe. we'd talk almost about everything. yep and she's my best roomies i ever had. and ever since she'd move to hostel dis sem, sgt jarang lepak2 dah.. but yeah, so glad to have a talk with u tonite. good luck for ur dis wednesday's midterm yah ! ;)