Kugiran Matahariku .

Oh malam
Bawaku terbang jauh
Agar aku dapat bersama si dia
Agar aku dapat melihat senyumannya
Namun apakan daya
Dia hanya ilusi
Dia bukan milikku.

Sunshine,
I will give you everything
All of my life
If only you could be mine

Tidak dapat ku sembunyikan rasa
Pabila kau di depan mata
Aku hanya terkedu
Aku merindu
Namun apakan daya
Dia hanya bayangan
Dia bukan milikku.


Zawani Zakaria



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Raya 2008 in Action .

Raya tahun ni agak tak best. Sebab?

• I had my final exam starting from raya ke-5. It's sucks. really. With mood of raya mix with the stress of the exam, there's no way for me to concentrate. :P
  
• Tahun ni paling sket dpt duit raya. Ah tk bestt.
  
• Tak bnyk pegi beraya rumah sedara and pegi open house.
  
• Raya tahun ni lg skali tk ckp ahli, sbb K.ngah tk dpt blk. :(
  

But well, at least this raya walaupun exam, i still berkesempatan to do the Makan-makan Raya. Eventhough tk brape ramai yg dpt attend di sebabkan hal masing-masing, it's quite meriah. Thanks to those who came. :) These are some of the pictures taken during sepanjang Syawal.

Family Potrait (During 1st Raya)

The Siblings

During 1st Raya

Us with unyang

With Bee, Sya, and Qase (During my Makan-makan Raya)

During Makan-makan Raya

Us !


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Otak Letih. Jiwa Kacau dan apa lagi lah.

and i can't concentrate on my study ANYMORE !

tapi esk exm. tsk tsk.

:(

take me to the beachhh ! yeah, my sweeet escape.



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Sempurna .

Sering aku bertanya pada Tuhan,
Adakah ini akan berlanjutan,
Hati ku terus dinodai,
Apakah tiada jalan penyelesaian.

Sering aku bertanya pada diri sendiri,
Apa sebenarnya hidup ini,
Bergelimpangan dengan dosa, aku takut.
Adakah aku masih bisa diampuni.

Andai ku bisa mengubah masa,
Ingin ku ubah masa-masa lepas.
Tapi aku bukan tuhan untuk menentukan segalanya,
Aku hanya mampu menadah, agar hidup ini lebih indah dengan keberkatan-Nya.

*****************************

Believing the grass would be greener,
From the past, i learnt to be better,
For someday i know life won't be the same,
Sun will shine again, and tomorrow will be new.


Zawani Zakaria

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Soal Hati .

Kadang hati berkata,
Aku masih mampu.
Tapi bila jiwa meronta,
Aku sedar, aku hanya itu.
Bila kau sesekali menjengah,
Aku keliru..

Jika aku punya hati,
Mengapa kau punya benci?
Jika aku ada cinta,
Mengapa kau masih sendiri?

Redha, hanya itu yang ku mampu.
Mungkin ini hanya dugaan.
Untuk esok aku masih tidak tahu.
Aku hanya berserah kepada Mu, Ya Allah.
Lindungilah aku daripada keraguan.
Keraguan yang bisa menjatuhkan aku ke dalam lubang dosa Mu.


Zawani Zakaria


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Best ke ada BF?

This morning, i had breakfast with my 3rd sister, K.lang. While eating, we had plain conversation. And i suddenly,

"Best tak ada boyfriend?"

K.lang terdiam.

"Best ke?" I asked.

"Best? Best tu tak sesuai term die." She replied.

"Dah tu? Seronok?" I asked again.

Then, she replied,

"Taklah.."

"Bahagia."




Both of us tiba-tiba senyap. and laugh.



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Selamat Hari Raya !

Jika ada salah dan silap atau terkasar bahasa, maafkan saya.

Berhati-hati di jalan raya ye !

Selamat Hari Raya to all !

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Colours of My Life .

:: Tagged by Hid ::

Name 5 people you can think of right off the top of your head. Don't read the questionnaire underneath until you write the names of all 5 people. This is a lot funnier if you write the names randomly. No Cheating!!


1. Mal
2. Qase
3. Bee
4. Rafiq
5. Greg


Question 1 : How do you meet 1?
>> We both worked as part timer at Secret Recipe. It was 2006. :)


Question 2 : On the Scale od 1 - 10, how you rate your relationship with no 1??
>> hmm 7? he's been a good listener to me. eventhough we're not really close now.


Question 3 : How long have you known number 4?
>> about 2 months.


Question 4 : How do you know number 3?
>> from a friend. she always been there for me. :)


Question 5 : Where is 5 ?
>> err, i don't hv any idea.


Question 6 : A Fact about number 1?
>> He's a very outgoing person. and very creative.


Question 7 : Who is no 4 going out with?
>> his fiance. Going to married soon eh afiq? dont forget bout my duit rayaaa. :P


Question 9 : Would you live with number 3?
>> aha why not eh bee? hehehe.


Question 10 : What do you like about no 2?
>> she's a very good friend, caring, and she's a shoulder to cry on. thanks Qase. :)


Question 11 : Do you miss number 5?
>> hmm not really. kadang2 je terfikir how he deal with his new life. though i shouldn't think bout it pon.


Question 12 : Would you make out with number 4?
>> with who? afiq? no no. tunang org maa. :P


Question 13 : What is your opinion of number 2?
>> she's fun, funny and serious at the same time. haha. We're kinda same eh Qase? :P


Question 14 : What is your fave memory with number 5?
>> Spent time with him and took pictures for his group at Putrajaya.


Question 15 : What would you do if number 1 going out with number 2?
>> err. Qase with Mal? Qase kalau kamu nak kuar bsama Mal, sy tk kesah. really. hehe. :P


Question 16 : ever had a long conversation with number 5?
>> yes.


Question 17 : have you ever slept at number 2's house?
>> At her Rawang's hse tk penah lg. but at cyberjaya, yes.


Question 18 : Do you hang out with number 3 often?
>> yepp, almost every week. :P


Question 19 : Who do you known the longest?
>> cik Qase.


Question 20 : How often do you talk to number 1?
>> Dulu sgt selalu. but now, very occasionally.


Question 21 : What about number 2?
>> depends. kalau die tk bz, everyday pn mesti berchatting. :D


Question 22 : Have you ever thought 3 more than a friend?
>> with cik Bee? more than a friend? a big noo. hahah.



Question 23 : May be you want to go out for a date with number 5?
>> now? i don't think so. We're just friend.


Question 24 : Do you dream about number 2?
>> yeah, i had a dream about her last month. hehe.


Question 25 : What did number 4 did to you that you never forget?
>> he taught me a lot about photography thngy. yeah, soul of photography bebeh. ;)


Question 26 : What have you done to number 1 that he never forget?
>> hmm. a lot, i thnk. let just us keep it. :)


Question 27 : What is number 3's hobby?
berkerja, berkaraoke, writing, and emm ape lg eh bee? hehe.


Question 28 : Who do u want to tag?
Sara, Fikri, and Keyon.



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Hati ini .

Hati .
ingin terus memahami.
juga ingin turut difahami.
namun terlalu penat mengolah.
terlalu penat mendusta.

Aku .
masih di sini.
terus mengorak langkah.
jauh, tapi tak ke mana.
penat dan lelah.
namun ku terus kan juga.


Zawani Zakaria


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and Me .

I don't possess heart, but hate .

Cause that's what you taught, and it'll stick.

I'm sorry, but i can't change.

It's been so hard for me to keep the pain,

to preserve the patience from damaged.

'Jiwa Kosong' was just a mirror statement.
To reflect what you've been missing and fouled.

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Untuk mu, *a* .

Aku berdosa dgn Tuhan kerana membiarkan mu.
Membiarkan mu hanyut dan alpa dgn permainan hidup mu.
Aku menangis, kau tahu?
Aku kesal, dgn apa yg terjadi.
Aku kesal, dgn perubahan sikap mu.
Aku mengharapkan kau utk menemani ku.
Aku ingat, kau dpt mendidik dan membimbing ku.
Tapi kau dah jauh.
Jauh dpd jalan asal mu.

Ya Allah, ampunkanlah dosa aku dan dia.
Aku tahu aku salah.
Aku berdosa kerana membiarkannya.
Aku sedar aku lemah dgn godaannya.
Berikanlah aku kekuatan.
Berikan aku kekuatan utk melawan kelemahanku.
Ampunkanlah dosaku, Ya Allah.

Kau, sedarlah yg kau telah terlalu leka dan jauh.
Aku, sedar aku bukanlah terlalu bagus.
Aku bukanlah terlalu sempurna utk menegur kelekaan mu.
Tapi kerana sayang ku,
Aku tidak mampu melihat kau semakin alpa dgn permainan mu.
Maafkan aku jika kau marah, merungut tentang gmbr kelmarin.
Maafkan aku.



Ikhlas,
Zawani Zakaria

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You Are .

a Picture speaks a thousand Words.

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Kerna Ku Sayang.

Kamu .

10 seconds .

g : hey, can i ask u some personal question?
w : aha yes?
g : i think bout this all the time, were you in love with me?
w : u think?

dear Mohd G,

Nice chatting with u past few days ago. I'm not sure what's ur intention actually, maybe it's just came though ur mind tibe2, i dont know.. But i think u're too honest. Too honest that makes me sick, too honest till i questioned ur true meaning of ur honesty. Yea, it's true dat i never regret of whatever thngs that happen in my life. But there're thngs that we never wanna get through it again, or ever think about it again. It's like a paranoid. But u can't blame.

I hv nothing to say here. It's just, if u wanna talk about us or our memories, let's just keep to ur heart. I admit my mistakes of not being patience to wait for "us", the relationship. But at the same time, i gotta say, that i'm glad that it's over. So many things happen between us that makes me think, and realized what's good for me and what's not. Sudah la with all the blame. There's no one to blame. It's all done. We're moved on. There's nothing more to say bout the past. Let the memories fade away slowly. You can save ur question above to ur heart alone.

I just hope u're really ready to face the future coming as u become a Muslim and future husband. Yea, especially as a Muslim. May Allah guide u to the right path, and open ur heart. If u hv doubts anything about islam, u could ask. I'll try to help. Selamat Berpuasa to u. May the blessings of Allah be with you in this blessed month. Amin.



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Sweet Escape !

;; Tagged by Sara

- State 15 weird things/ habits/ little known facts about yourself.


- The 10 people I tag are to then to follow my footsteps and write their own 15 weird things/habits and little known facts.


- No tag backs (as in once I’ve done this, please don’t tag this exact tag again.)


1. I am lefthanded. Lefthanded rules bebeh !


2. I am clouds watcher ! i lovee to watch sky and clouds moving. Even it slow, i just addicted to it.


3. I eat junk foods. When i get tensed and bored. Chachos and cheese nachos are my favourites !


4. I am friendly. Why? tk percaya? I know my face looks serious and fierce. But trust me, i can be soo talkative and laugh a lot.. :P


5. I love singing. Even my voice doesn't sounds sweettt. Like i care? :P


6. Wearing socks when i sleep. I felt more comfortable and safe.


7. Adore Jessica Alba's abs. Working out for that. *in my dream* haha.


8. I am Cleo and Female's die hard fans. Never miss to buy it. :P


9. I am emotional. So just bare with it and accept me for who i am. ehe.


10. Flip Flop. I wear it to almost anywhere. Got to say, i don't like heels either.


11. I do yoga. At least once a week, because i love my body, walaupun perut sy buncit sedikit. hahaha.


12. I lovee camera. Love to snap pictures, and take pictures of myself too. Oh vain? I am vain SOMETIMES.


13. I DON'T like dark ! Yes, i need light when i sleep. lampu kecik pn jadi laa..


14. Believe in my intuation. In most of the time and most of the things.


15. I loveee beach. So much that i can spend my time alone there, doing my own thing. Ohh can't wait for the next trip ! Boracay anyone? :)



I have limited of friends to be tagged, so i just tag :

1. Hid
2. Bee
3. Syma
4. Keyon
5. Afiq



Selamatt Berpuasa everyone !


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Fireworks (part 1) .

Last two night was a blastt ! had a very very great nite. Me, Afiq, Wan, Jeph, and 3 other Afiq's friends went to PICC for MIFC 08. They reached there about 5.30pm, and i reached about 1 hour later. It was raining all day long. But like Wan said, "kita jd photographer redha jela..". haha. So, we stayed, sambil bermain hujan dan menunggu dgn sabar for the fireworks. Sharp at 10pm, the fireworks started. Luckily, hujan berhenti kjp for about 10 mins , and everybody was so happy. and i, was sooo amazed with the fireworks. Smpai lalai nak click the camera. hehe. But it's not for long, hujan kembali lebat with angin yg agak kuat. And they still ain't gave up at all. Overall, the fireworks was great, i had so much fun with them, and they taught me lots about fireworks' shooting. Thanks a lot guys ! Can't wait for next session !

For more pictures, go to : www.flickr.com/photos/blissfulaniz




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